bauka

Sat, 01 Nov 2008 23:24:06 GMT

woo halloween partai....

Really enjoyed I'd
danced my ass of
so I found out that I dance so much better when I'm drunk. The cool thing is that I can look sober when I'm drunk

My dad didn't even question me =]

So anyhow kinda liked this one girl that I danced with. It got pretty intense too. ...

Anyhow ima still kinda tipsy but hey I'm in bed and u can still type =]

Some girls were really mean but the one I liked way nice we did some dirty dancing it was awesome

Anyhow I got to go sleep

Peace

Fri, 31 Oct 2008 16:40:25 GMT

so lately ive been feeling ppl arent really talking to me... might be just me and theyre just busy, OR LEAVE THEIR ACCOUNTS ON, when theyre like out >.>

so today was halloween... i dress up as a ninja, ive been hearing "oh kaelo wore that last year"... FUCK NO... i had a real martial arts uniform, compared to his black clothes? seriously man... my flame was all out today... fucking hate the school.

so yesterday while in cross country, we were running around the 2 soccer fields we have... i have a semi rival at the school, so i was beating him for 3 laps straight, then the last two laps i took it easy cuz eleanor asked me to run her pace =), lol i guess i enjoyed the last 2 laps the most xP

anyhow tomorrow i have a cc meet, so wish me good luck !!!

but yeah i have a cold from the running yesterday...

its crap

dream today

Mon, 27 Oct 2008 17:43:42 GMT

so today i had an interesting dream...

so we go on vacation to the beach, and a fat kid gets eating by a shark that swam to the shore....

i was soo ffreaked out that i told my mom to say out of the beach area...

second dream i had was like i was in university, and i as just started in dating this chick, cuz i kinda gave up on elaine, but later on that day she finally understood it and was attached to me... so we were together most of the time, and she be taking TONs of photo's of me, which bugged me a bit, so i was going to the other chick that i was dating to tell her like, since early, i didnt feel a connection, and that we should be friends to get to know each other more...

but i woke up so i never got to tell the other girl

but man did i enjoy my dream >.<

i think im love sick or something, kinda sad

PARTY

Wed, 22 Oct 2008 11:15:36 GMT

so yesterday there was a senior party =D bring your own booz..

i brought kazakh vodka and a 6 pack of some heiny... anyhow my group of friends were there first so we got the good wine xD, like i had 3 glasses before the party started.....

when the party started i had 3 beers... 5 shots of vodka.... and a lot of cola... the pina colata was crap... the martini sucked... the rum was okish... and there was no red wine =(

anyhow i wasnt fully drunk cuz i can recall everything, but i did feel it ...
the party was fun over all, elaine got red really fast... we had fun xD

3 ppl throw up, and 6 people stayed over including me...

i had to take the couch down stairs... i wasnt really sleeping... but the guys came down stairs and tessa and nikky started to draw on me... w/ the mascara... >.> then i found my self in a different room when i woke up...

i didnt have a hang over, so it was chill, i made some omelets and fried eggs in the morning for the guys,

OVERALL... do it anytime again, i would probably drink a bit more...

technically the party was suppose to be till 3 but some ppl dont know how to control them selves and got drunk before 12 >.>, but i guess it was more fun after 2 cuz it was just the 3 girls and the 4 guys. i recall seeing... 3 pairs of boobies!!! i would say... a high A, but not a B...

till later... SO much work to do its suicidal

Sun, 19 Oct 2008 07:54:13 GMT

alright DAMN she has a nice body T^T

i wish i was back in the states ...

this place is ok too.... im not liking eleanor anymore.... last cross country practice kinda blow it...

i swear some girls can be brain ninja's... so this is was happened:

so we're in IB art... so random conversation about stuff about dresses and how girls HAVE to have a new dress for each dance... so i said its easy for the guys cuz we can just rent a tux out...
and later we started talking about prom themes...
anyhow some point in the convo, i said i would go... so this girl is like

Girl "oh baur ur going?! i thought your werent"
me "well its prom... its kinda like i have to go...."
me "probably find a group of guys to go with or something"
girl "so your not asking anyone out?"
me "well it WOULD be nice, but im too shy to ask"
girl "so you DO have someone in mind..."
me "well yeah..."
girl "HMMmmmmm...."

the only thing that bugs me is that "hmmm" and why would she care, unless she's being polite...
anyhow i ruled out that she dont like me cuz she be takin (dont u love my grammer <3)...

thats all folks

Fri, 10 Oct 2008 20:40:08 GMT

hmmm.... i wish i would go out more often....

i feel my social life going down the drain

man fridays are the most boring i swear... everyone else was out today... but its no fun hanging out by ur self.... and if i ask another group it seems lame and ill be left out of the circle.... seems like i dont really belong anywhere *sigh*

kinda weird but eleanor gave me her sn ... so iono, its kinda awkward talking to an 8th grader... its hard to tell her jokes cuz most of the time she dont get them... still too 'pure' xD

umm... i hate physics up the butt.... and math isnt fun either...

dont see anything in me... no potential.... *sigh* maybe its just the mood im in right now....

brighter things, im making a party... still donno who to invite

Wed, 08 Oct 2008 14:09:05 GMT

so today we went on a field trip to leiden.

i think im getting more 'points' with the girls in school

elaine tastes like coconut?! its weird....

anyhow i got a ton of candy, mostly gummy. man im full =]

i smell good today, today no one noticed xD

XC Cross country

Tue, 07 Oct 2008 16:57:28 GMT

so today i made her run after me
^^

she also tried to compete with me xD

overall it was a good practice =D
in good company too

hmm...

the dutch

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 09:50:36 GMT

I HATE FUCKING DUTCH PPL

i swear, the most horrible guests in the fucking world... touch and go through EVERYTHING

wat motherfuckers....

anyhow they didnt give me my sleep so i hate em more, dutch as in my neighbors.... the ones at school are ok

i learned how to play pretty woman on guitar xD

texel

Fri, 03 Oct 2008 19:34:46 GMT

so we went to texel for 3 days for ib science as an experiment thing

it was CRAP

the physics of the environment is fucking boring

and i swear this 'person' like only talks to me for business you know, nothing like hey wats up. its like do you have ur results... soo cold man...

it rained sideways and we were out side talking samples...

other than that, spending time w/ room mates was fun, we gambles w/ fake chinese money supplied by haichuan xD, i won in the very end, but started out crappy, so i guess its all good...

the day of CRAP

Tue, 30 Sep 2008 19:00:04 GMT

sooo...

today i had an inclass essay in history, 45 min one
i think i did well... c/b

physics test on thermodynamics.... c-ish

MATH TEST... teacher yells at me...

"your soo talented" (yeah right) "and wat makes me pissed is that your not even trying" (im trying >.>)
and she says she's not pissed at ppl that suck cuz they have tutors and they still suck but they try their best

man that made mee feel like shit, i almost cried when she said taht to me... kinda makes me cry now actually...

but yeah im writing her email saying im sorry that she assumed that im talented...

anyhow cross country kinda took my mind off of math...

i got eleanor to chase me xD iono i guess that good, BUT SHES TOO YOUNG T^T

memories

Mon, 29 Sep 2008 16:40:21 GMT

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i remember walking on a bridge and seeing turtles with you
i remember walking through a sprinkler with you
i remember laying down on the top floor in skyline with you
i remember skating with you
i remember watching movies with you
i remember walking over to your place after school
i remember eating with you
i remember waiting for you
i remember holding you
i remember loving you
i remember fighting with you
i remember hating you
i remember trying to forget you
but still you are in my mind
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

hmmm does that count as a regular sonnet?

iono i might write more as i come up with them
.
.
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but yeah i totally had a flashback today at school, and i think im going to right a Shakespearean, sonnet sometime later with out the iambic pentameter

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 16:37:37 GMT

HOLY SHIT!!!

SHE"S IN 8TH GRADE DUDE THATS LIKE PEDOPHILE MAN...

i was tricked i say.... her body didnt look like no middle schooler >.>

dude... dude... man... ugh... god i feel nasty now... eewww i dont like her anymore....

w/e >.>

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 09:54:25 GMT

sigh....

ive been looking through the jeb year book, all the faces...

anyhow i came back from paris yesterday from a cross country meet, i beat my last PB by a couple of seconds.... i was around 24 flat for 5k and now im 23.18...

i wonder if i can get it under 23... anyhow... texel (sounds like tesle) trip for physics is next week... kinda excited...

oh i learned her name... its eleanor.... hmm... still think its wrong...

i just downloaded summer palace, its about the protest in Tienanmen square, and how many chinese people moved out of china. its a pretty good movie...

kaisha still gets on my fucking nerves >.> i swear if puberty wont shut her up ima kill myself >.>

oh wait i wont have to cuz im finishing high school this year ^^ YAY

Mon, 22 Sep 2008 17:41:44 GMT

sooo guys...

umm... well i just came back from cross country, and i must say, this brit. is kinda hot... but she's like... a freshmen? iono man sounds kinda wrong... but man... *tsssss*

hmmm i learned a couple of guitar solo's and intros... trying to learn fourth avenue cafe solo, sooo hard man... no wonder that guy was on drugs... he was AWESOME!!!

anyhow.. i might post my vids on lj... scared of ppl on youtube, maybe if i get better, ill put em on youtube... oh i got the intro for carnival and beautiful morning with you down too.... but those are easy...

if your wondering i got a fender strat... i really wanted a bass, but i guess when ill get better ill get one myself...

hmm i guess thats whats on my mind... for now

Sun, 21 Sep 2008 10:57:55 GMT

dude i just noticed this girl looks like me...

just a more girler version, less tan, and way clearer skin..

otherwise i swear... its scary....

i need a new agenda... it fell apart... and i think ima burn it soon so yeah >.>

HATE PHYSICS FOR LIFE...

physics = helll!!!!

making art= awesome
writing in ur IWB = hell...

math= fun
math test= retarded

band= shit
but i still like it

english... well that speaks for it self...

but yeah... so much in my mind right now... to lazy to write it all...

Fri, 19 Sep 2008 21:23:33 GMT

bordom KILLS...

HADO GAI FUUU~~~!

はど　外　フウ～～～～～

too bad he dont make more episodes =( hado baur is sado

"i like tight butts?"
-weird al

OMGOMGOMG i fucking hate phyics T^T

i have cc meet tomorrow

Fri, 19 Sep 2008 15:53:30 GMT

so have this tendency in sharing my dreams right ...

so like in art class i tell this person i had a dream about her, that her dream comes true and stuff... like foreshadowing something positive you know wat i mean?

but yeah... i learned thats the last time im going that w/ ppl....

ill just post them up on lj.... *sigh* some people will never grow up, oh well...

well elaine wants to take ball room dancing w/ me.... but i we cant find a place to do it >.>

i really need to learn how to dance man... when the music goes on, my body movements arent natural.... im a musician, i make the music, not dance to it....

so yeah need to learn how to dance... in a pleasent way, they have interpretive dancing... should i give that a go?

hmm... i wonder how cyds bday went along... i hope she had a good time...

Thu, 18 Sep 2008 16:57:23 GMT

hmm... i think i just might sign up myself for ball room dancing classes...

Wed, 17 Sep 2008 14:02:32 GMT

so like this saturday i have a CC meet... and on that same day we have our Sadie Hawkins dance...

so like today i that girl asks me whether im going (seemed normal just to ask), but after i said no, she relied in a lowered voiced in a dissatisfied tone. "oh..." then after i walked for a while, i had the thought that she was about to ask me to the dance....

i was like GRRR!!!! i could have said yes T^T *sigh*

w/e you have to grab opportunities in life, sometimes im either too clueless or just "nice" sometimes...

blah... but yeah... thats the story for today

Tue, 16 Sep 2008 17:33:25 GMT

hmm... i think this is bad but i think a freshmen is hot...

hmm iono... eh w/e

OH OH OH i have toned legs >D nice and HARD

umm i got a new converter for itouch vids ^^ so now i have all my fav. anime one
or at least most =D

Mon, 15 Sep 2008 19:33:25 GMT

hmmm i tend to repeat myself a lot and i cant remember if i've written this before (im sure i have but im just too lazy to check)

but like i have this horrible weakness to puppy eyes from girls (most likely asians), never seen them on anyone else xD

oh i fixed my ipods, i feel proud =D, and downloading a BUNCH of movies >DD

umm....... I LIKE CHEESE!!!

Sat, 13 Sep 2008 17:48:59 GMT

OH MY FUCKING! GOD!>>>>

GOD DAMN KAISHA I FUCKING SWEAR ILL KILL MYSELF CUZ OF HER>>>>>

at least she could of put the shit thats mine in the way she found them, so that i dont know
BUT NO!>>>> I SWEAR....

she goes through my stuff and the worst part SHE DOESNT PUT EM BACK

GRRRR>>>>> FUCKING HELL

Sat, 13 Sep 2008 07:49:46 GMT

GUESS WHAT!!!!~

i just figured out that i have the same guitar as Yoshiki Mizuno from ikimono gakari, THATS PRETTY COOL!!! and how wat a weird last name yoshiki-san has.... mizuno xD of the water? a

Thu, 11 Sep 2008 15:25:20 GMT

wat a crappy day

i yet again accidentally insulted elaine >.>, god i swear i make a fool of myself in front of her...

and my itouch dont wants to connect w/ comp. since new update >.> GOD...